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                                   Nicholas Godejohn's Search History And His Videos To Gypsy

Our website is updated on a daily basis. We're regularly working on new leads as well as deep diving information we already have, so information may change as                                  more truths are uncovered. We've only scratched the surface of this case, there's still so much more to discover. 
​      Excerpts from Gypsy Rose Blanchard's 2024, 'memoir', 'My Time To Stand', are  interspersed throughout the website, to illustrate and reinforce that a false narrative continues to be promoted.

Into The Weeds Podcast is a podcast presented by mother and daughter duo, Amber and Alaura, who investigate a range of topics, including True Crime.
On January 20th 2025, Amber and Laura shared information they obtained following a FOIA (Freedom Of Information Act) request which resulted in them obtaining information about a series of videos Nicholas Godejohn sent to Gypsy prior to Dee Dee's murder, as well as Nick's internet search history.
This information was contained within the Case file, presented in a Supplemental Police Report authored by Stan Hancock, dated 29th November, 2017.
Thank you ladies for kindly sharing the information!
Unfortunately, the information contained within the report does not offer all the dates for when the videos were made or for when the internet searches were performed.

There are 2 case files associated with the case.
​Parts of Case File One are publicly available, no parts of the second case file have been released.
But stay posted. Into The Weeds Podcast have released news of another FOIA request that has just been approved. (March, 2025).

WARNING The content on this page contains some graphic descriptions of a sexual nature which some adults may find distressing. This material is not suitable for children and reader discretion is strongly advised.

Nick claims that following meeting Gypsy and Dee Dee at the cinema, Gypsy told him she had sent Dee Dee a bouquet of flowers as if gifted from him, in a further attempt to gain Dee Dee's approval of their relationship.
Nick claims that Gypsy showed him an image of the receipt for the purchase.
Gypsy has conveniently never addressed Nick's claim, instead she has put forward multiple different 'victim' accounts as to what happened following the cinema trip, including Dee Dee, "slapping her in the face", locking her, overnight, in the "pink" play shed - which was always blue and never pink - and making her sleep on the "dirt floor" therein - a floor that was always carpeted and was never a "dirt floor".
Nick's internet search history clearly shows that Nick searched for 'Springfield Missouri flower service.' Whilst this doesn't prove that Gypsy purchased a bouquet of flowers on Nick's behalf, possibly at his request, it does link to Nick's claim.
Lies always out.

​Nick's search history also reveals that he may well have looked at ways of doing what he really ought to have done, move to Missouri and make a life for himself and Gypsy.
What changed Nick's most obvious option to one of searching for a 'Murder kit'?
In our opinion, Gypsy.
Nick has stated many times that he asked Gypsy to run away with him and Gypsy said no.
We wonder if Dee Dee would still be alive had Dan Glidewell come to Gypsy's rescue?
We're thinking, probably.

Nick''s search history also shows searches for 'several pornographic web sites', as well as searches for 'extreme restraints', 'handcuffs', 'bondage PVC tape', 'mouth ball gag harness restraints', 'bullets', and a 'jungle knife', which could link to the (not) 'painless death' Gypsy claimed she wanted Dee Dee to experience, and/or to their interests in BDSM. 

In reading the transcripts of Nick's videos to Gypsy that follow - which at times are extremely sexual, violent and disturbing - it is worth remembering Dan Glidewell's sworn testimony at Nick's appeal hearing, in which Dan claimed he and Gypsy would send explicit videos to each other and engage in role-playing, something Dan claims Gypsy introduced him to.
Did Nick really introduce Gypsy to BDSM, or was he just following suit?

The video transcripts reveal that Nicholas Godejohn wanted three things from Gypsy Rose Blanchard, "sex, affection and her staying true to him". 
Nick eventually gained one of those three things; sex, and even with that one thing, Gypsy would ultimately turn it against him to save herself, and label him a rapist, a claim she refuted at Nick's trial.

The transcripts also show that Gypsy and Nick were aware of the convicted murderer Charles Manson, who, in 1969, instructed members of his 'cult' to commit a series of 9 murders he arguably orchestrated.
Whilst Manson didn't actually kill anybody himself, he was subsequently charged with 7 counts of first-degree murder and one count of conspiracy to commit murder.
Charles Manson received the death penalty, which was commuted to a life sentence with parole when the death penalty was abolished in the state in which he was charged. 

Did Nick perhaps get angry and upset with a comparison he recognised applied more to Gypsy than it did to himself?
Gypsy also referenced Jeffrey Dahmer, another notorious serial killer, in her 2015 police interview, revealing she had an interest in true crime cases.

Coincidentally, one of Manson's family members went by the nickname, 'Gypsy'. Although she was not directly involved involved in the murders, she did ultimately serve 90 days in prison for intimidating a witness during Manson's trial.

​Nicholas Godejohn has always been open and honest about his dark side, stating in 2019 that he first saw what he referred to as, 'it', the 'thing', "Jeopardising my inner happiness, my peace", when he was 14 years old. (Killer Couples, 2019). 
Nick said he was always then aware of the, "Dark shadow part of me that really is triggered by anger", a darker side of himself, "Completely different to the sweet, innocent me that I wake up to every day".
Nick spoke about wanting to understand, "Who that is. What that is", but said he was terrified to explore it. (All quotes, Killer Couples, 2019). 
Oh boy, did Gypsy Rose Blanchard help with that.
​We are not excusing Nick's behaviour, but we do wonder how his life would have turned out had he not met a woman who recognised his dark side and exploited it for her own ends.
It's interesting to note in the transcripts of Nick's videos as seen above, the constant juxtaposition of the two sides of himself Nick described in 2019; the two sides of himself he revealed almost 6 years  before these video transcripts were made public.
Nicholas Godejohn could easily have kept quiet about his dark side post murder, and just played the role of sweet, innocent Nicholas Godejohn - a role played almost to perfection by Gypsy Rose Balnchard - but he didn't. 
Nick was truthful.
Unlike his co-conspirator.
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Gypsy has always claimed that Nick told her that if they had a daughter together, he would rape their daughter on her 13th birthday; she even reaffirmed this recently in March, 2025 during a TikTok live.
Final image below - (Gypsy) If they had a girl then their daughter had to lose her virginity to Nicholas because he would be the master of the household. She said when she turned thirteen she would explain this to their daughter and why she had to give her virginity to Nicholas.
Let that sink in.